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[15 Aug 2006|03:49pm] |
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yep its that time of summer. its august which means no life for farrah along with the rest of my soccer girls. this week is cross camp which is always a bitch.. its only tuesday and im sore like no other. i pulled my right groind and my quads are killing me. ugggh killl me.i have till friday for this shit, along with cross camp were having a lil kids camp at night so im basically on my feet all day with an exception of an hour breaak. fun times! other than soccer day in and day out my summer is basically over. Overall it was a good one, some drama here and there but cant complain. I cant believe im a junior now, its hard right about now saying bye to ones who are off to college now = ( i wonder how this year will turn out. school is in about 3? weeks and no school shopping yet, i dunno when i will ever have time anyway. Preseason starts Saturday and lasts for two weeks so the only thing im looking forward to until school is hershey park for 2 days. I need to get back to icing before this camp later on. BE BACK NEVER!lol
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[07 Jul 2006|10:18pm] |
...& im back again.summer 06` has brought alot that ive never expected but im having fun for the most part = ). my summer started with a week down in OC which is always fun.I spent the week down there with jess which was ridiciously funnn! day in and day out was there never a time not having fun, came home the next weekend to gaaay burlington township. Nothing to exciting around here, im getting more excited day by day for my sweeeet 16 party*. hope all turns out weelll... hmm onto more intresting things. . .i defiantly went into this summer with a positive attitude about myself and sure i am. I've learned to make myself happy before others & only worry about myself. I feel like ive changed for the best in some ways and theres that soft spot inside still, but ill get over it. Certain conversations with people had me really thinking, do i really come off a slut to people? yeah i like to have fun but i dont when to stop. I dont sleep around with people & i thought random hookups were perfectly fine.. i dont understand how the word "slut" could come out someones mouth if im not doing anything wrong besides having fun, so those who think its cute your talking all this hard shit trying to ruin my reputation you may want to check yaself. thanks = ) well enough rambling i should probably get to bed soon since im babysitting 7 tommorow morning cause its my life but im gettin the $$$$$$$$$$$$
peace out playasss <3
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[15 May 2006|08:41pm] |
MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY!
ugh nothing exciting. long dreary day.
woke up to pouring rain and my windows were open.
even worse, threw one some sweats and off to school.
boring day like usual. saw some prom pics
everyone looked gorgeous.
cant wait till next year! biggg plansss, yahh heard!?
OH AND mr. marks cut all his hair off, loser.
i swore im telling the world but im actually only telling
elisa and allyson but its okay im sure they'll get a kick
out of it. soo hmm, what else do u wunna know elisa and allyson!?
hahah <33
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[14 May 2006|01:43pm] |
yess i came back again...
not much has been happening, school has
been hectic the last couple of weeks, its finally
calming down. i cant believe its may already, one
month until school is over. i need it. this year
was bunch of ups and downs and changes that made me
think like crazy. ive grown closer to people that i never
thought i would, i made friendships i would never screw up
and theres the things i regret but overall what can ya do,
moveee on.
so friday was prom, i didnt go this year due to no date and the amount of money im spending on my sweet 16 so i didnt mind. seems like it was fun and i cannot wait until next year.
back to my sweet 16, for awhile i didnt even think of having a sweet 16 but i am now :), couldnt do it w/o the
help of my mommy- as many people know me and jess share
the same birthday so we will be having a combined party.
more details later!
boys boys boys.
for awhile ive been single and pretty much loving it.
no worries, no stress just livin my life.
im a sophmore in hs and 2 years to go, ive realized
ive got other things to focus on besides assholes who sweet talk their ass off until there happy. NO NEED.
there all the same, ive yet to find one that proved me wrong
and i dont think it will happpen anytime soon. but im fine
being single livin my life with my friends...
today is mothers day.. i love my mom to death. couldnt have a better relationship with her.
on the the other hand, things with my dad have been hectic here and there about everything but yep its my dad..
i need to go shopping.
i miss hannah.
i cant wait to tan and the beach!
sorry for the pointless entry..
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[20 Jan 2006|04:52pm] |
..so i wouldnt be doing this if i wasnt bored out of mind.
nothing has really changed or happened since the last update.
random things here & there, nothing to complain about.
a few more days till the semester is over and i pretty much
came to the conclusion i dont care about anything anymore.
i use to be the girl who made sure everything was perfect and
always focused on grades and i dont know what happened.
im all about just having fun now and i do regret it cause my grades
show it. ugh. im stressin now, trying to cram everything in
as if im going to get a's. lab bio is killing me. if i didnt
have a teacher who only cares about himself and couldnt give 2 fucks
if your practically failing the class and its noticable. but yeah
other than that things are pretty good.
i love my friends to death and realized who the true ones are.
they know as well who they are.
last weekend me and bia went on a ski trip.
let me tell you this was our first time skiing
so it was quite the expierence. aside from the drunk
guy who tried to teach us how to ski, i got a hang of it
after 3 or 4 times rolling down the hill. we went tubing knowing
it would be alot easier and fun but in the end skiing was better.
me and hannah went on a double tube and as we went down we hit something
and of course i fall out and hit my jaw, messed up neck and had a bruised shin.
fun times! other than that it was a good tripp.
bia = my partner in crime <3
ill update in another couple months.
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[22 Nov 2005|02:37pm] |
never can keep up with this journal.
well my weekend was pretty good. : )
friday was spent with bia, we went to friends/family night for my sister &
then headed over to the play where we saw allyson & nina, eventually left after about 20min : /. came home & ate & tried to look for ' bring it on ' cuz im in love with the movie and always will be : ). never found it so watched ' bring it on again ' which sucks major ass . i fell asleep while hannah talked to timothy for basically the whole night .
the next morning we woke up around 12 and hung out, she left about 1 and i went to my sisters game & out to dinner. jess my lovaaah came over later that night and we chillled. crashed around 1230 when we had to be at frigggen 6 !
woke up at 6 , got ready , dunkin donuts , jumping from one river line to the other finally to paige's competition at rutgers which was absolutly ridiclous, FLEETWOOD - whoever the fuck they are, RIDICLOUSLY OBNOXIOUS !left around 3 after almost missing the riverline, dropped jess off and went out to dinner.
considering we only have school till tommorow (wednesday)
its been pretty good, last night wasnt the best. my mom was taken to the hospital yet again, it was so sudden- one minute on the phone next she was at the hospital so iwas stuck here with just my sister- later found out she was hemridging once again and something was wrong, by this time i lost. shes home now and doin okay so i pray for the best once againnnn,. : /
today was a 1oclock day which was good, home now chilllin my warm pajamas.
i want snow & christmas <3.
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[16 Nov 2005|12:37pm] |
im back and forth with this live journal. i decided to come back for awhile, who knows how long that will last. anyway obviously since i havent updated in forever i cant tell you alot that has went on. recently though it was my best frieeendssss SWEET SIXTEEN which was hellla fun. i miss you so much krystal. Alot of us BT people showed up, i love you all. Other than that-my mom just had surgery done, most of you already know, which tore me apart for a couple weeks,i had my one and only bia right by my side the whole way. My mom is doing well now so im back to my happy self enjoying life. School is going pretty good, besides the fact i could kill haussmann some days cause hes a jerk and a half. im sick today, ive been sick for almost 4 days now and i think its pretty much getting worse everyday, fever, headache, sore throat and killer earaches. Doctors today which hopefully i can get an antibiotic.
I want christmas time. fires, lights, hot chocolatee, snow!
- i know this was random and pointless.
<333
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[15 May 2005|05:04pm] |
i dunt even know when the last time i updated on this ...
PROM 05' <3 was sucessful.
friday, we had a half day so after school me n hannah went to get our airbrush tanning, looked great. then came back to my house to chyll for a lil while, around 330 left to go get my hair and makeup done, hair and makeup was gorgeous <33. came back home and quickly got into my dress and got everything togethher. JW and his family came over along with my family and others, took alot of pictures, finally left to go to the promenade. everyone looked so pretty, stayed there for a couple minutes then we were off to the mansion in Vorhees !! damn was this place nice, one problem both me n jw forgot our ids so we stuck around in the lobby for awhile and jus decided to try to get in.. everything worked, got in and saw everyone.
dinner was at like 830 to 930 then the dancing startedd.. whooa it was mad hott and the dance floor was mad small, but we still all had mad fun. of course i got stepped on and my feet started bleeding so i reeli wasnt in the mood to dance but still had alotta fun.
king and queen ceremony was at like 1130 and it ended with one last slow dance.. then prom was over. <33 after prom we got picked up and figured out what was up .. me n jw decicded to go to fridays at 130 since we were hungry. .. got home around 2 and jus chyllled. prom 05' awesome time <33.
junior/senior prom ..cant waitttttttt !
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[01 Mar 2005|03:25pm] |
Am i making the right decision? What am i getting myself into? I just cant go any farther, its been the best 2 1/2 months buts it times for a change. i cant thank you anymore for making me a stronger person, you've helped me with alot and stayed by my side through bad times and good times as well. You always found a way to make me smile even when i was in my moods. You showed me how much i mean to you and really meant what u said. When i was in your arms, nothing else in the world mattered to me. But that time came around when good things have to end. You've done nothing to hurt me or even make me make this decision; its all on me. I just feel we both need a break, things havent been the same and have changed, not only you but myself and other people have seen it.Breaks dont mean forever, hopefully they mean second chances but i will totally understand if you dont want me back. We may end up going our seperate ways but i still want there to be that both between us where we can talk about anything and hang out without having that uncomfortable feeling. I may be the last thing u think about now, but rememeber you will always have that special place in my heart. I dont want you to look at me and think of me of me as the girl who just wanted to play you out in the end,cuz im far from that, its nothing like that and it will never be. Im doing what i think might be the best for us.?
NOTHINGS OFFICIAL.
</3
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[28 Feb 2005|12:14pm] |
damn well my journal has been fucked up lately,so i wasnt even gonna bother with it but today i decided to update. alot has been goin on since the last update and im not gonna even try to rememeber everything..
this weekend kinda sucked, it was alrightt.
friday, school, came home and got readyyy. plans were kinda twisted?..hannahs mom came n picked me up dropped me off at the game. met up with hannah n other people. we lostttttt. yeahh. after the game i got dropped off, babysat till like 12.. crashed.
saturday -woke up around 10.. chylled for awhile, went to cherry hill with my mom for a lil while, ate came home and figured out what was goin on.. jason had people over.. so finally after about an hour and a half we finally finalized plans, i finished gettin ready packed my things since i was sleepin over her house then went and picked her up, my dad dropped me n hananh off at jasons. john,matt burns and don were there.. we all chylled... some bulllshit and drama went on..what else is new. me n hannah ended up leavin around 11..burns took us home. got home and jus chylled for awhile. ashley emily and cam were there watchin the shining which was mad loud and creepy. i was kinda inna bitchy moood.. yeah for an obvious reason , went to bed around 1 until lukela called around 115? and jason called like 2 min after talked to him for a lil bit then went to bed.
sunday.. woke up around 1030.. and literally did nothin.. chylled in our pajamas the whole dayyyy. had hilarious conversations "movie incidents" lmaoo. around 3 my dad picked me up took me to wendys then went home. gotta shower and jus chyleld the rest of the niiight.
todayyy=school.. got out at 11:15 i guess cuz of the snow.. dont kno whats up for tonight hopefully suntin tho.
-- i dunnno whats been goin on. but i feeel like i havent been myself these days, ive put alot of things and people infront of my self for awhile now and ive came to realize that.im always out there tryin to make other people happy and not myself, it doesnt matter if im depressed, pissed off or stressed im always tryna make another person iight. i dont mind doin that its jus that it aint fair to me nomore, im out there just to have fun while i can, im sick of all the bullshit and drama that occurs everywhere, in every fucking situation theres either drama or bullshit, ppl need to grow the fuck up.
okay i think im done. ?
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[23 Jan 2005|05:06pm] |
yeahh havent updated in the last couple of days.
friday... school, had my first block final which wasnt bad. the rest of the day was alright.. after school came home chylled for awhile.. started makin plans with katie n shannon to go to the basketball at cross vs city. yeahh so my dad picked katie n shannon up at katies house around 545... then we were off to the game.. yeah funny times in the car with those girlss <3. yeah we got there n decided to stand in the entrance since we didt kno where to sit.. lol finally went on the bleachers..a little bit into the first quarter i think ? jason n john showed up.. which surprised me cuz he decided to tell me that they didnt have a ride home when they did. but yeah sat with them.. city beasted cross's asssssssss. after the game .. waited a lil bit for shannons bf.. then chylled till katies mom came n got us. dropped shannon off then they dropped me off. got home around 830 - 9?.. my mom brought me home burger king.. and chylled the rest of the night.. fun night with themmmmmmmm. <33.
saturdayyyyyy-woke up around 830.. got in the shower n started gettn ready. kristen picked me up around 915 for her boyfriends wrestling match at bcit..then we went to go pick up fionna.. got to bcit around 10.. and walked around for awhile.. watched the match, yeah yeahh yeah. talked to her boyfriend for a lil while then her mom came n got us. on the way home it started snowingg !!! got home around 12.. got online and wass suppose to go to jasons but my mom said icoodnt cuz she thought iwas gonna get snowed in so i went to skinners housee ! got ready and packed n went over there around 2.. got there and was a house full of people.. her sister had friends over so we all jus chyllled. we decided to go out in the snow.. but it took forever to get all of our shit on.. went out for a lil bit, not long since it was freezen.. came back in and ordered dominos and chylled the rest of the night.. talked to jason at some point of the night... went online n jus acted like dumbasses. trippin over cellphones, fallin off chairs, spittin soda.. lmao. yeahh around 3 or somethin like that we crashed..
got up this morning and had breakfast then started to w atch unfaithful until my mom came n got me .. came home gotta shower n was suppose to go to jasons but my mom of course said no since ive been out all wekeend and havent done ne studying.. w/e tho.
17 days till italy. </italy>
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[18 Jan 2005|09:39pm] |
today, back to school which sucked, woke up at 4 this morning n was up from then..yeh felt sick but still managed to go to school. didnt feel any bettter, came home slept a lil bit, gotta shower, then called hannah to see what was up for tonight... finished gettn ready then she picked me up around 620.. got to tha game.. met up with pat n shane.. then jason came.. we wonn, after the game went outside where it was fuckinn freeezing, yeahhhhhhh said bye to jason n he decided to steal mah gum.. yeah assshole. <33 lol. me n hannah went back into the midle school but then ran over to the highschool n waited for ma dad.. dropped her offf came home n gotta shower. now jus chyyyylln..
commmmment <3
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[16 Jan 2005|08:33pm] |
toniiiiiiight fuckin sucks .
i hate it, im sickk and bored shitless.
of course plans were fuckin screwed over.
came home from hannahs house around 12.. gotta shower n jus chylled for awhile.. hannah callled around 6 to see what we were doin.. we were gonna chyll with some people.. but they couldnt..so we were gonna go to katies which i wanted to do in the first place. BUT OF COURSE NOT.shit hasta fuck that over. some shit occured, n lets jus say me goin to katies didnt happen, n i reeli wanted to cuz i wanted to chyll with her , and the other ppl that were gonna b there.. but nope of course not. im sick as hellll now.. great . i dunno.. i feel like this weekend everything i wanted to do, there was no chance of happening. i put everyone n everything in front of myself and only care about other people n notmyself.. but thats defiantly not gonna b like that nemore, im tired of tryn to make everyone happpy, n not givin a fuck about myself.. iight i need to stop. but boring as night as u all can telll..
besides todayy.
last night- went to hannahs house, chyllled for awhile.. emily had danielle n steph over.. yeah layter don n matt smith stopped by.. me n bia had late night convoss. haha. crashed around 3.
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[11 Jan 2005|09:31pm] |
havent had time to update for tha past few days ..
after school.. went to the doctors to find out the results.. and i dont have to get surgery.. hellllllll yes.yeah so after the doctors..came home n got ready for the game. went n picked hannah up then went to the game. met up with a few people.. jason came a lil layter. yeh we won.. *
after the game we all went outside. chylled till hannahs dad picked us home.. went home.. showered n t alked to jason..
today.. same old shit.. went out to dinner .. then met up wit jess to go to the wrestling match. yeah chylled wit jason for a lil bit.. came home.. gotta shower.. now jus chylllln.
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[08 Jan 2005|11:46pm] |
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damn these past few days could have been a hell of alot better if i wasnt in so much fuckin pain.. but w/e.
yesterday-school;then went home n got ready for the basketball game, then went to pick up jess.. got to the game .. yeah we won.. after that game met up wit jason. walked back to the highschool.. then back over to the middle school to watch some of the jv game.. then we went back outside n it was freezzing.. yeah so me jason n jess chylled for awhile until jason left.. then we eventually left.. yeah went home chylled for awhile and went to sleep at like 1130 since i wasnt feeelin good at all.
yeahh but i got like 2 hours of sleep last night.. yeah..
today-woke up around 10.. layed around for awhile.. around 11 i started gettn ready n went to the wrestling match .. felt so sick wanted to come home but didnt... saw jason for a lil while.. came home went out to dinner.. then jus layed around and talked to my bia for awhile, and tryed to help her out a lil bit.. i love u bia <33 .. yeah thas about it,,i wanna feeeeeel a lil better,n this fuckin pain needs to go away cuz its puttin me in the worse moods ever.. and makin me be a bitchh..
yeaaah.
tommorow-hopefully goin to jasons for awhilee <33
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[06 Jan 2005|04:24pm] |
iight i havent updated inna awhile. nothings been goin on really.
tuesday went to pemberton with jess for the basketball game, yeah tha game started at 515 but us being dumbasses got there at 6. we got lost in the fuckin school, finally found the gym. it was half time when we got there, met up with jason n burns and whoever else was there. yeah that game ended around 715..yeah went outside.. some bullshit went on but w/e. yeah my dad picked us up around 745, dropped jess off and went home n gotta shower n whatnot.
yesterday-- nothin went out, felt sick as anything. well ive felt sick forever now. yeahh went home n talked to hannah, found out some stupid shit that pissed me off to no end. people jus love to fuckin run their mouths about shit thats not true. whateever.i fell asleep for awhile woke up around 530..around 930 finally talked to jason for awhile about it, things r a lil better now, im still pissed but im jus inna bad mood anyway. was sick all nighttttttt. ugh
today- i woke up pissed n sick, so i knew it was gonna be a bad day, i tryed to play everything off but of course i couldnt. went to school, felt really sick. tryed to let some stuff go.. its whatever now ..i dont got time to be worrying about shit that isnt true. yeahh but gym was fun as always. mad fun times with skinner in the wrestling room n weightroom. hah ! <33/ yeah after gym felt sick again.. i unno.. the rest of the day was jus the same.. came home n found out i was goin to the doctors.. so my mom picked me up around 3 and we went.
: (- i did find out i do have a mild case of appendacitis. i had it last year n it was a mild case also, but the tests came back negative so i didn have to get any surgery. now i have to wait for my tests to come back and if its positive i have to get fuckin surgery. oh god.
yeah so later around 630 i do have to go back to the doctors to pick up medicine and hopefully get one of tests back.
i hate thissssss. and im so scared : (
but tommorow- goin to the basketball game with jess n hopefully hannah
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[02 Jan 2005|04:24pm] |
[Name]: farrah
[Name Backwards]: harraf
[Does Your Name Mean Anything?]: dunno what it means
[Were You Named After Anyone?]: i dont think
[Nick Name(s)]: farr.. i think thas bout it
[Screen Name(s)]: crazii ovr yew x
[Date of Birth:] july 23rd
[Current Location]: township.
[Height]: 5'4
[Shoe Size]: 8
[Hair Colour]: brown w/ blonde highlights
[Eye Colour]: hazel
[Innie or Outie?]: innie
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: righty
[Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?]: straight
DO YOU HAVE...
[Any Sisters?]: 1
[Any Brothers?]: nope
[Any Pets?]: a bird
[A Pager?]: nope
[A Personal Phone Number?]: my cell
[A Leather Jacket with Studs on It?]: hah no..
[A Heroin Needle?]: no.
[A Pool or Hot Tub?]: a pool
[A Car?]: no
DESCRIBE YOUR...
[Personality]: friendly, i can be a bitch at times.
[Driving]: not yett
[Room]: purple
[Shoes]: my tims
[School]: boringg.
[Bed]: comfyy.
[Relationship with Your Parent(s)]: its okay.
DO YOU...
[Like to Drive?]: never drove.
[Get Motion Sickness?]: nope.
[Eat Chicken Fingers With a Fork?]: hah no
[Dream in Color?]: usually
[Type With Your Fingers on Homerow?]: usually
[Sleep With a Stuffed Animal?]: yesss, more than one
[Believe In Yourself?]: usually
[Do You Believe In Love at First Sight?]: nah
[Consider Yourself a Good Listener?]: at times.
[Consider Yourself a Good Friend?]: most of the time
[Get Along With Your Parents?]: sort of
[Save Your E-mails?]: some of em
[Like to Make Fun of People?]: hah sometimes, i dont wunna b mean tho
[Like to Talk on the Phone?]: yep
WHAT IS/ARE/WAS...
[Right Next to You?]: my cell
[On the Walls of Your Room?]: pictures
[On Your Mouse Pad?]: some blue thing
[Your Dream Car?]: a convertable eclipse
[Your Dream Honeymoon Spot?]: somewhere in the carribean
[Your Bedtime?]: weekends-whenever, weekdays- around 1030
[Under Your Bed?]: um clothes, shoes.. alotta shit
[Your Bad Time of the Day?]: morningg
[Your Worst Fear(s)?]: loosing someone i love, death
[The Time?]: 4:34
[The Date?]: 1/2/05.. 2005 biaaaaaa
[The Best Trick You've Ever Played on Someone?]: hmm. dunno
[Your Funniest Experience?]: theres a shitload
[Your Scariest Moment?]: um i think i have a few ?
yeah i was mad bored as u can tell.
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[02 Jan 2005|02:35pm] |
iight.. well overall i guess my new years was okay. cood of been better, but whatever. family was here for 3 days straight, which sucked since i had nowhere to sleep. yesterday, i went out for awhile...then came back here n chylled with everyone. talked to my bia for like 2 hours on the phone. yeah.. jason called didnt talk to him long.. got online n talked to some people.. yah fell asleep around 3 ?
this morning woke up around 9 since some people were leavin. said bye to them and went back to sleep, woke up around 12, got in tha shower n now im jus chylln. some people are still here. hopefully they will b leavin soon so i can go out .. yeah thas bout it..
ugh school tommorow which sucks ass.
yeah .. <33
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[01 Jan 2005|01:23am] |
HAPPY NEW YEARS !!! 2005' damn bia.
yeah so today went out for my cuzins birthday, came home n got ready to go out to dinner .. got to put on my new shirt i got, mad cutee <33. yeah we all left around 8.. ate chylled. mad fun there <3. then came home around 10 .. we alll jus chylled n whatnot.. around 1030 travis n jon stopped by to say hi.. chylled with them for a lil while.. at 12* went outside and went craziiiiiiiiiiii. funny shit there. around 12:02 mah baby called me to wish me a happy new year : )yep i love him. yeah thas about it... wasnt the best new years- cood of been better if i was with my boo <33. sorry baby-- hope you had fun <3 yeahh not tired at all right now. so gonna chyll for tha rest of the night.. hopefully i get to talk jason at least one more time tonight since ive talked to him once for like 2 seconds. yeahh iight happy years everyone . <33
tommorow- not sure was up yet
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[31 Dec 2004|10:49am] |
breaks almost over which sucks. yeah so yesterday woke up pretti early conisderin ive been gettn up at like 1230. yeah so woke up around 1030, layed around for awhile, straightened things up around the house, then gotta shower and all thatt shit, and went out with my mom for awhile until hannah called. she called around 130, picked her up and went over to jasons. yeah jus chylled for awhile, bia left around 345.. we jus chylled n whattttnot.<3. my mom came n got me around 5.. then i went home to find a shitload of people at my house from pittsburgh. yeah so we all chylled.. nice to see them... yeah once again i was stuck on tha fuckin couch since one of my cuzins took my room. layter on, talked to jason for awhile.. then went to bed around 230.
todayyy- new years eve <33 ! dunno whats up for today, tonight big ass party at tha house with people. ill update layter <33.
<3
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